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Thankful for How God Sees Me I guess I’m pretty thick. I’ve heard since I was born that God loves me … but, I don’t think it was really until this week that God really was able to use His Word to penetrate my heart and convince me of how He sees me. He used Psalm 139 to drive the truth home — deep into my heart. He got all over me … It felt so good to know the love and care of God that it physically hurt! I go back to this a couple of times a day just to allow Him to remind me of How He Sees Me — so that I can press on! And, I know if He sees me this way, He sees you this way, too — He loves us and He just wants to convince us of that love and drive it deep inside our hearts! These are the thoughts I wrote down that day as He was ministering to my hurting heart. Lord, I can hardly take it! I am literally, physically about to burst with the goodness you are pouring all over me! Psalm 139:1-5 O LORD, thou hast searched me, and known me. 2 Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off. 3 Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. 4 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. 5 Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. You know all about me — inside and out — in front and in back — above me and beneath me — around me and throughout me! Psalm 139:6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it. This is so wonderful I can hardly stand it! Psalm 139:7-12 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? 8 If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. 9 If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; 10 Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me. 11 If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me. 12 Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee. No matter where I end up, or how I get there, You’re going to be there, too! — Whether up or down, on the mountain in the morning where it’s wonderful or in the darkest valley at nighttime where it’s so scary I can hardly stand it … — Whether I am up so high the air is so thick I can hardly breathe, or down in the depths of the sea where there is no air to breathe … — Whether I’m climbing or falling … — Whether I’m sinking or swimming … — Whether I’m walking and running or stumbling and falling … You’re Going to Guide Me By Thy Hand — You’re Going to Hold Me Up! When it’s so dark I can’t see a thing, Your face will be the light that guides me. In fact, to you, there’s no difference between day and night — You’re Lord over both! Psalm 139: 13-16 For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother's womb. 14 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well. 15 My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. 16 Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them. No matter what I think about myself or how I feel about who I am and what I’ve done, where I’ve been I’ve been and how I’ve messed up, You want me to know what You think about me! — You gave life to the seed that became me even though literally in sin was I conceived by people who probably didn’t even know what they were doing at the time. — You protected me in the womb of the woman who gave birth to me even though You knew she would reject me and give me away. — You directed the placement of my little, helpless, defenseless body into loving arms who would guide me and direct me into Your light and show me the way of salvation. So, I praise You because You took some very ugly clay circumstances and gave me some talents and abilities that You have allowed me to use for You. I know and see now that You did this for me — that You have been so wonderful to me and that You have seen fit to honor Yourself with this — the most wretched of lives! The real me was never hidden from You (“thine eyes did see my substance”). You always knew about my frailties as well as my potential (“when as yet there was none of them”). You always saw possibilities when I only saw failures. You saw what You could do with me once You brought me from where I was to where You wanted me to be. Even before I existed, You had a plan for me that took into account my failures and my falls (“yet being unperfect”), and You continually worked out your plan for me and wrote it down as Your will for me (“in your book all my members were written”). So, NOW I can see …
And, I can come to You and open myself up to You and allow you to …
Mac
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